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protagonists of Kim McLarin's gutsy new novel, Meeting of the Waters,
meet under inauspicious circumstances, near the infamous South Central
L.A. corner of Florence and Normandie during the post-Rodney King
verdict riots in 1992. Porter Stockman, a veteran reporter, is about
to be beaten to death when he is rescued by a fellow journalist
who stumbles onto the scene. Lenora, or Lee, as she is called, frantically
pushes Porter into his car but refuses his invitation to get in
and ride to safety. "I have a better chance on foot than you
do in this car," she says matter-of-factly to the baffled Porter.
Why? Because Lee is black, and Porter is white.
McLarin skillfully prepares the reader for what will be a roller-coaster
relationship between Lee, who is painfully aware of race, and Porter,
who is painfully not. Race affects Lee's entire life, from the stories
she covers to the real-estate agents she chooses, and she goes out
of her way to set a good example for less fortunate African Americans.
Porter, on the other hand, is not affected by race. At least he
doesn't think he is. And therein lies the rub.
Porter, a proud, dyed-in-the-wool liberal, breezily dismisses
Lee's race as irrelevant; to consider it a factor at all, he thinks,
would be "distasteful...close-minded, biased, suburban, and
small." Why should he, or anyone else, care that Lee is black?
Porter glosses over the issue and sets out on a no-holds-barred
pursuit of the beautiful, whip-smart woman.
But he doesn't get very far. Lee is immediately suspicious of
his interest. She was raised to distrust white people and, when
Porter turns on the charm, she shuts him out. Flowers he sends her
at work are taken home immediately; lunch and dinner dates are refused.
Her strong sense of who she is--a black woman who does not date
white men--prevents her from considering Porter an acceptable suitor.
But he is unusually persistent. He eventually wears her down and
persuades her, finally, to give him a chance.
Once Lee relents, she sheds her tough-girl exterior and lets herself
need and be needed by Porter. The more she gives, the more vulnerable
she becomes, and the more vulnerable she becomes, the more exciting
and powerful the connection. Lee and Porter fall in love. McLarin
might have ended the story there, with Porter triumphant and Lee
transformed, but Meeting of the Waters has barely begun.
Love does not conquer all; it only makes things more complicated.
Lee keeps her relationship with Porter a secret from her closest
friends and family, who know her as a stubborn supporter of black
solidarity. When she shares the secret with friends, or when friends
discover the truth, Lee is at pains to explain herself. She struggles
to justify her feelings for Porter, to herself and to others, and
she can't help but feel she's betrayed her own.
Lee never fully trusts Porter's feelings for her, and it shows.
She picks fights with him, questions his politics, and pushes him
to think about how he would feel escorting a little "mocha"
daughter to school. Her preoccupation with race perplexes and worries
Porter. But that's because he utterly fails to understand what Lee
feels she sacrificed to fall in love with him in the first place.
Only when it dawns on him that they are headed for marriage does
Porter begin to wonder what, exactly, he wants. Instead of confronting
his doubts, he proposes, suddenly, and Lee accepts. Then, just when
things seem to be on track, Porter jumps ship, unable to face the
future he claimed--indeed, insisted--he wanted.
In the last half of Meeting of the Waters, McLarin's wonderful
cast of supporting characters comes to the fore, and both Porter
and Lee discover details about their respective families that change,
in part, their view of themselves and about the assumptions they've
made. It's a humbling lesson for the headstrong two. It's also a
lesson for everyone about the nature of truth, as well as our perception
of it, and how we arrange the details in our lives to fit those
truths we choose to believe.
McLarin's style is light and readable, and her agenda, while not
at all insistent, is not hidden below the surface. But Meeting of
the Waters will make any careful reader think. In the end, it stands
out not because it answers any questions or seeks a greater truth,
but because it forces both Porter and Lee to discern when race is
an issue, and, just as importantly, when it is not.
--Katherine Guckenberger
Guckenberger '93, former fiction editor of The Atlantic Monthly's
online journal Atlantic Unbound, is a case writer for Harvard University's
John F. Kennedy School of Government. |